Fire

آری، آری ، زندگی زیباست زندگی آتشگهی دیرنده پا برجاست گر بیفروزیش، رقص شعله اش در هر کران پیداست ورنه، خاموش است وخاموشی گناه ماست سیاوش کسرایی / / / / / Life is like fire, can burns forever. If we turn it on we can see flame dances from far away, other wise its dark and thats our fault.

Pelle hayee ke be sarkoobe tajali meraft.
emrooz khili gand bood, i did too much mistake, i feel disgusting, there was no more mistake left that i haven't made yet. even today. u know eveen being stupid makes u worst thaan all the happiness that k might give at the early time, it's so strong that u will forget that u r the luckiest girl in the whole world.

P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
hi
Cay (at Home) says:
hi!
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
how comes i am seeing ur pic?
Cay (at Home) says:
because i put it there... and we are both using msn 6.0
Cay (at Home) says:
you could change that flower you have for any picture you want...
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
very interesting
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
so this ppl won't forget who r they talking too!
Cay (at Home) says:
lol... well, i hope not!
Cay (at Home) says:
click the triangle/arrow below the flower
flower
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
well, thats a good reminder
Cay (at Home) says:
if you have any pics on your hard drive, you can put them there
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
aha
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
well
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
me or flower is the same
Cay (at Home) says:

P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
seems u really like this pic.
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
who took it from u?
Cay (at Home) says:
a friend.
Cay (at Home) says:
it was taken outside a-block in the inwter
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
good
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
so how was soccer last night?
Cay (at Home) says:
no soccer for me yesterday... i was in ottawa
Cay (at Home) says:
how was your weekend?
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
waw
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
ncie
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
wat was goingon there?
Cay (at Home) says:
just visiting a friend
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
nice
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
so u've been in montreal too?
Cay (at Home) says:
yes
Cay (at Home) says:
i've been almost all across canada i guess
Cay (at Home) says:
have you been to see much of canada?
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
nop. no i'm jelous
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
but we r planing to go to montreal
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
any interesting place ?
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
or any affordable deal?
Cay (at Home) says:
i forget where we stayed... i could look it up... it was a nice hotel in a good location
Cay (at Home) says:
montr�al is wonderful in the summer. lots of festivals and cultural things.
Cay (at Home) says:
the winter is not as interesting, and too cold.
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
ya i know
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
i find lots of "street" festival that is going there, but i want to find some thing about montreal,
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
like s.t that ontly montreal has,
Cay (at Home) says:
that "is" montr�al
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
lol
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
that help
Cay (at Home) says:
well, you can go on a guided tour when yo uget there... best way is to go to the bus terminal in the morning, and take a bus tour
Cay (at Home) says:
they will show you all the interesting things in about 3-4 hr
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
i heard the clubs r great, but s.t more cultral
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
waw, didn't know that
Cay (at Home) says:
i didn't go to any clubs while there
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
so where did u go?
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:

Cay (at Home) says:
all over the city
Cay (at Home) says:
hilights were the universities, notre dame basilica, etc.
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
the bio dept?
Cay (at Home) says:
no, i would have had to go back by myself and spend time to see that
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
on xmas i went to cali. and i visited stanford and berkly
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
i used to go to physcics dept, and take pic
Cay (at Home) says:
nice
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
it was funny
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
so do u think it would be a big deal if we just use bus?
Cay (at Home) says:
(you should put one of those pics on your msn 6.0 )
Cay (at Home) says:
the bus is good on maybe the first morning... it's only a few hours... you see a lot of things in a short time
Cay (at Home) says:
it will give you an idea of what to go see yourself, and spend more time for the rest of your days
Cay (at Home) says:
make sense?
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
for sure it does
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
i want to know
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
if i should rent a car there
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
or
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
bus could be enough,
Cay (at Home) says:
yeah, depends what you want to do... .festival stuff is all dowtown, and basically in walking distance (if you like to walk a lot)
Cay (at Home) says:
other things are spread around the city, and you'd need a car
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
mmmm
Cay (at Home) says:
when are yo ugoing?
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
7-8-9
Cay (at Home) says:
august?
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
i couldn't get any place for long weekend
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
yup
Cay (at Home) says:
that will be nice
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
ya
Cay (at Home) says:
i have to get going
Cay (at Home) says:
sorry!
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
k
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
no prob
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
i kinda need to ask u more q
Cay (at Home) says:
yes?
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
about montreal and quebce though
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
may be later
Cay (at Home) says:
go ahead
Cay (at Home) says:
okay
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
if u have to go
Cay (at Home) says:
you can come by my lab if you'd like?
Cay (at Home) says:
or catch me on msn at school?
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
i don't use msn at work
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
but i might drop by the lab
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
when u usually free?
Cay (at Home) says:
ah... well, i will be in my lab late tomorrow afternoon
Cay (at Home) says:
not before 2pm
Cay (at Home) says:
maybe later
Cay (at Home) says:
is it okay?
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
k
Cay (at Home) says:
between 3pm and 5pm maybe?
Cay (at Home) says:
okay... see you tomorrow
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
see ya
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
but would n't u be busy in the lab?
Cay (at Home) says:
don't worry
Cay (at Home) says:
bye!
P GORBEH Is COMINGGGGGGGGGGG says:
bye


I'm so exited i'can't waite
and i'm not sure wat i should talk about
i'm so freeking exited
finally!
ah
thanx to BITA
she was such a help :)
i love my life
looooooooooooooooool

MIRACLES never happens in life, YOU make the MIRACLES happens : Parisa

lets have a plane for my life, for my summer, for next yr, and maybe for the next 3, 4 yrs.

...
parisa's place was sonice and artistice, and expensive its so interesting to see where u can get when u r 35. just in a 11 yrs,
Or even A, she had "the perfect familly & home"
Mahira she is going to law school next yr....

i am still 24 and in the land of opportunity.

On Sat Bita called me and told me taht Rox was sick for long time...
i couldn't belive that.
to night after parisa's place we went to see Rox, for the first time that she moved to Toronto,
I feel really bad for her, she is not going to work any more, cuz of the pain, and she doesn'tknow wats going wrong with her. and i just find out by accident, she couldn't even seat on computer, i couldnt' belive she gave up her job, cuz of pain.
She said her hand was num.
i wished i cuould have been a help, i felt so bad.

hey
Rosh said Mome was crying for A, and he was telling Rosh how he is feeling. and when i was asking Rosh taht what he was saying, she said I can't tell u every thing.....
2 things shocked me alot:
THis is The same Rosh that Mome was making fun of her and her bf and.... and that was the same Mome who Rosh used to hate him, Know they r sharing secrets!!!!
Rosh khili siasatmadare, I don't like that, i do feel betrayed.
A also called Rosh and talked to her for long time, and thats the A who ...
and Usually when I called her, If she is not in the mood of talking we will hang up.
Rosh even invited to Mome's parents house for dinner...
maybe I DON"T KNOW how to respond or how to have a social life.
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and then the fact that Mome be inluv with A....
I kind of feel sad for Mome when Rosh said he was almost crying cuz of A.
but waw thats interesting, When Mome fell in luv,

hey
I just want to saay that i am really happy, I find this happines when dad drop me off and I walked in the rain, that was my 2 time in this week that i was walking in the rain, the first time was when i went to Rosh's place, well that time it wass a real rain, but todaay was the romantic sweet rain! I find the happiness may be by thinking of how lucky I am that I am still alaive, unlike Rosh's grandma..... ( Rosh was feeling very sad)

" Don't waste even One moment of ur life"
Margaret Tacher's Dad

Who sang "I am invisible"?

There is a q, which I can't find any answere for it,
y every thing is my fals??

hey
there were things i wanted to talk about:
Diffrent view :Love in the heart of those who blaze themself.
az inke che khandedar me
....
rastesh ra begam be sourena hasoodim meshee, ya shayadam be in natije residam ke bacheye loosiam, u know how much i hate that word. I was thinking ( I got to the results that ) maybe those ppl who r very spoiled they don't have s.1, like henrich, k , or pr. u know Henrich , wasn't satisfaied of his life, although he was in good shape, eating healthy, and used to do lots of sports, and " having the money to buy wat ever he wants". maybe spoiled boodan